Cone #2 (while hearing Huckleberry Finn)

Maybe I should rename this piece ‘Release.’

It’s all about giving up control, isn’t it? I mean, my whole life has been about controlling everything in my environment—music, people, relationships, career, and on and on. The more things I tried to be in control of the more my misery redoubled it’s stranglehold on me. Perhaps this is the pathway out of my terror and the loosening of my gut. It seems to be working already… some kind of relaxation is coming over me and burden becoming lighter. I’ll have to test this hypothesis.

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